Sometimes life is not like what we want. Too much pain , too much fake and the worst thing is too many people hypocrite around us. *my ex friend at hostel before i move to my sweet home* Right now, i'm just sitting alone at the stairs thinking of why this kind of life could happen into my life. I can do nothing because only Him knows how much pain that I've had along I'd stay on His World and only He knows my life journey.

Sometimes I feel my world is dark. Very dark until I feel want to die at that time. I looked no light for me to survive. I hope God knows my heart. I want someone to hear how my heart. Know how I feel. And know how much I suffered. I do not know what has happened to me. Why is this so and why me. And I just know all deceit. I do not believe in world. No! I hope everything will stop. I'm sick and tired all of this. God, I'm weak very weak . Please turn off my heart. I could not stand to stay in Your world. I can't. Goodbye all , I want to go far away from Malaysia.

                                                                                                                    *propa semuanya and it is just fake. don't believe it. haha*